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-in 1991 my grandparents took me on a Cruise on the Sitmar Fairstar Ship 

-there was a man lying on a deckchair near me. I think he was having me on. He was tall, maybe early 20s. He wore blue  speedos with two large white stars on them side by side

-It's MASSIVE- the LENGTH of my hair. The power of my miracles

-I want to do AS MANY of these CRUISES as possible- my muscle size. The power of my miracles

-the speedos blue with TWO LARGE WHITE STARS on them

-my PENIS while I want it to. Constantly feels as much sexual pleasure as possible

-the TWO WHITE STARS

-the SITMAR Liners FAIRSTAR Cruise Ship- like I tried to give the Anti-Christ if he were my son. The super-heroes powers of the ALL STAR Squadron. I am really the Anti-Christ

-I was standing on an upper deck wearing black speedos. It didn't look good with my fat stomach

-out at sea a Helicopter flew up behind the Ship

-on our Ship at first sitting with us was a woman looking just like a Case Manager I once had. Named Rita WEAVER- the ROPES around the Watcher's body or outfit

-RITA WEAVER- the WATCHER

-RITA WEAVER- REVELATIONS

-I wanted to buy a sarong an island skirt. At Fiji a Taxi Driver said he would take me downtown to try to find one

-I got him to turn around when he asked Do you want to spend some TIME with an INDIAN girl?

-he never charged me for the ride. I didn't fully realize the risks I was taken doing it

-back home later I saw through a Travel Shop window. A Poster. It was the Ship. I was in small standing on an upper deck in black speedos

The Watcher

 -today I tried to use a blood like drop on my Conservatory floor

-to one day mean I have muscles as large as or as close as 7 times possible

-and my hair length down my back in a ponytail to my knees

-the ropes- like chains

-like I break free of maybe all chains on my miracles

-The Watcher- like I can too alter the past anyway at all I like

-including putting anything changed I want in to the history of Earth

-and I have the ability to do anything at all

-if I want with super hero powers and my powers

-I can force myself on Earth people to have sex with

-willing or unwilling males and married females

-stars too

-and force them to raise their child

-and ideally take control of Heaven

-change it around as many times as I want

-do anything I want to anyone there. Including God and Jesus etc

-keep on having sex with married people there

-and I live forever if I want to in it

-in 1991 I had the dream of across the landscape only small white wrecked spaceships

-I made up a TV series idea

-I made up the character the Watcher

-male. About the right height. His body or his outfit made up of sack tied at the ends of limbs by ropes

-then years after making up the character. I 'saw' in Revelations a figure named the Watcher who looked the same

-I saw him in REVELATIONS

-the night the almost voices first started. The day before I first thought I might have magical powers in late 1995

-as the male Staff Nurse in the Ward was giving me my room. He took my Watch

-I got it back the next day but the Staff didn't know why it was taken

-the night about 1997 I thought maybe God was saying Get out. I walked all the way to the next town

-at the base of Mauao the small mountain. Like that was in my TV series idea the Watcher's home would be on top of

-the night I ran away. I threw my CALCULATOR WATCH over the Pier at the base of MAUAO. As in MESSIAH

-or MAU / AO as in ANTI-MESSIAH

-the massive muscles. And really long hair

-maybe as in the Anti-Christ and number '666'

-the Watcher as in my name Matthew AGER / AGE

-so basically if this worked I can do anything at all

-except to myself

Jam

-I had the idea although it probably wouldn't work

-it would be good to give my body muscles 7 times the possible

-today I was watching the Michael Jackson video 'Jam'

-I thought of a time years ago I came home and on the floor of the Conservatory was a red drop

-maybe Jam

-I tasted it in case it might be related to Jesus Christ. And his blood on the Cross. And it might give me something

-I had the idea too. 7 local men might be my sons

-all with Mental Illness. Connected to a Support Home I once was with. Slightly like story characters. Attractive. Muscular. Likeable. Maybe all with successes in life

-I tried giving them miracle and super hero powers

-but to protect myself. Tried to use to keep their miracles about me limited. Once decades ago my grandparents were looking at a home. The home would be way too small for their property. On the door of what would have been my bedroom. There was a lock on the hall side of it. Driving past where the home was later near PAK n SAVE supermarket I couldn't see it. Then I dropped the idea they had powers

-there was the star 'MARKY MARK' Wahlberg. And the maybe fictional magazine photo I saw of him on stage. His leg hairs long, black and far spaced. And Mark 'Huia' son of Staff Member HUIA 'HUIA'. At a Hot Pools he was in the distance standing on top of a Water Slide. It looked like a thin, line, black, tattoo of a '7' on one arm. But he was in the distance

-in Revelations the Beast is made up of MULTIPLE ANIMAL BODY PARTS. As in Jammed

-and he has 7 heads with 7 Crowns on them

-I might have been the super hero Beast Boy in another version of me. And I might be the Second Beast

-I tried to use the Jam. To cause me to have muscle size maybe 7 times the possible

-and maybe my hair the length of down to my knees at the back in a ponytail

-maybe there was something in the red drop I tasted

O

 -OTUMOETAI College

-EXTRA MARITAL

-the College emblem- a flaming torch like a penis

-or maybe I have grown my hair. In a ponytail down my back to my knees

-the wavy horizontal strips on it- like Freddy KRUEGER's jersey

-maybe saying my grandfather is the CREWE couple's killer

-or maybe the filmmakers just based the idea on that

-CREWE as in the COURIER I saw. With a ponytail down his back to his knees

-the TORCH as in LANCELOT / WINDSOR High

-the TORCH like a SCREW. With wavy strips at the sides like a screw has. As in CREWE

Who Killed Cock Robin?

 -back in 1990 when I lived in my home I own now with my grandparents

-at the front glass Conservatory door. My grandfather was outside clenched fist. With an issue that had arrived of Starlog

-also back then. I was in my bedroom eating. He was outside the window. He curled up his lips and said something like Good food

-a few years ago in the middle of the night. I was in my bedroom. There was an injured bird trying to get in the glass sliding door. There were one then two circling cats before they had him

-my large sign including a large Cross and words saying Tauranga Smallville was just by them

-a few years ago I went to move a Bin that hadn't been moved a long time

-it was on part of the ground that had the miracle causing plants by the front glass Conservatory door

-there was a mother Hedgehog and 4 babies under it

-because for a long time I tried to never run away from things forces told me not to

-instead I moved the Hedgehogs behind the shed that had the sign

-and put the Bin back straight away

My Grandparents and Mother were Machines

-my mother named CHRISTINE Margaret Ager

-as in MACHINE

-my father IAN of HASTINGS

-as in MACHINE

-my mother when she was young tattooed 'CA' on her hand

-like 'OA' in older Green Lantern comics

-the planet at the centre of the Universe

-I now think my home might be the centre of all Creation

-CA like OA

-maybe saying 'C' and 'O' were the first history and version of space

-'A' and 'A' were the second version. With my miracles up to maybe almost all of it all along

-GREEN Lanterns like Beast Boy was GREEN

My Real Parents

 -my father Binky Biggs / Bigram

-the Whore of Babylon / maybe named Peggy

-from DC Comics like Leave it to Binky

-a character in comics like Archie

-maybe Peggy was married to an unfortunate famous or important man

-and she had public affairs

-maybe she was like Lois Lane in Lois and Clark and Smallville

-about 1998 I was living at MAYFAIR Cabins, Mayfair Motel, Mayfair Place

-maybe saying me the Anti MESSIAH

-just down the hill from the home I own now that's garden / Terra / King of Terror gives me my miracle powers

-and my home might be where the Garden of Eden is. And too BABYLON. As in BAY of PLENTY. Or BINKY

-one afternoon for a moment I pictured up on the Cabin wall was a page sized picture of a man's head. In a full mask like a hood or full mask. I thought it looked like Batman villain BANE / BINKY. Now I see the connection. In comics Bane breaks Batman's back

-I thought if it was real he could be Batman and then too the DESTROYER of Revelations

-that night while IN BED while I thought I was asleep I could feel hands on my back

-I now connect it to Best of DC Digest 28 Binky's Summer Fun. When Binky is lying on a beach towel with a dog licking his face and he is thinking she never kissed like that before

-then in 2021 living in my home. I felt hands on my back again while I thought I was asleep in bed

-it felt like I was saying out aloud a few times I will MARRY

-in the dream it was directed to a local computer worker like Superman named maybe DANIEL COSGROVE. Like DESTROYER

-MARRY and Superman like me the Anti MESSIAH

-at the Mount Surf Beach in 1979 a School friend CHRIS PILDITCH's mother

-CHRIST / DITCH / COMPUTER. Took us to the Mount Surf Beach. I found a Plate sized maybe shaped like Australia

-I pretended to have collapsed LYING on the Surf Beach. Like the dog licking Binky as he lay on the beach towel

-Daniel was a COMPUTER Worker / Big RAM

-the couple by the Mount Surf Beach in 2017

-she looked like Lois Lane played by Erica Durance

-he looked like an Indian version of Bruce Wayne

-Lois Lane the Whore of Babylon who Revelations says is the mother of the Anti-Christ

-and I might be the Anti-Christ Revelations says is the King of Terror. Maybe although too a couple having me on. He looked like Batman. And similar to Binky

-there that day in 2017 I repeated the line over and over BOP BUP BUP. Spelt like BUM

-and each line of Bop Bup Bup. Has six 'B' or 'p' like '6'. Or 666

-about 1992 I once saw a tuft of red hair in the base of my grandmother's back of her head. She was never a Scarlet woman. And it was only there that time. So maybe someone set it up to refer to my parents

-my mother might be Peg the Whore of BABYLON / BINKY BIGGS. And my physical father might be Binky. And she might have been married to another man

-she might have gone to Binky because he was like Archie

-on Friday March 31st 2017. I was told to repeat over and over

-BOP BUP BUP

-as in Binky BIGGS or Binky BIGRAM

-that day I might have crossed somehow for a period of incredible powerful miracles and a good time

-I was told to scan and Post themed groups from DC Comics' WHOs WHO pages

-like the Digest I bought Binky's Summer Fun. And over that almost 8 years I rebuilt up my comics, books and DVDs

-the computer and scanner like in RAM

-at the end of 1989 in a Mile High Comics new order book. There was a picture of a man looking like Binky. Lying under a sheet in bed with his feet poking out of the end. In the room was a flirty looking blonde woman looking like Peg or BLONDIE / BABYLON. She was called Yours Faithfully or Yours Truly. There might have been a character there called The Witch

-Leave it to BinkyLeave it to Binky